milkstone
today was my very last day of pumping at work. i can give the motor to paul to play with, i can save some of the bottles for nola's future baby dolls, i can turn the pump bag into a tote. one full year of stress, missed lunches and easy-access tops is now over. i can retire the do-not-disturb sign on my office doorknob. i can wear dresses to work.
now i will rely solely on morning, night and weekend breastfeeding to keep my supply up. i'm a little nervous about what lies ahead. how much longer will nola be interested in nursing? i'm not ready to wean...