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didn't hear from him today. surprise!

it is hard to explain what he meant to me. were we really so young and so... idealistic and so stupidly into-the-breach once? i certainly had fewer gray hairs back then. certainly less bitter. CERTAINLY more well-rested.

i thought i had closure, and if i'm not thinking about it, well, it's like he never existed. but if i am thinking about it, it's like someone ripped off a bandage a little prematurely. what do i really need to get past this for good?



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